sibyl teo i use pantene shampoo I LIKE PINK, am very mellow. I can't drink gassy drinks anymore. I like cats.

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My ahmah passed away about 2/3 weeks ago.


I have this mixed feeling in my bones.

When I think about my ahmah and my dreams about her and all the small things around my room that invoke memories of her I feel like just sobbing by myself and feeling like crap. But then again. Should I continue feeling like this?



It is affecting me. But for now I can't gauge the extent.




Ahmah if you can read this, I just wished you came home before you passed and I will keep everything I have of you my whole life and I miss you so please visit me in my dreams because I want to know you're doing fine. I love you!