sibyl teo i use pantene shampoo I LIKE PINK, am very mellow. I can't drink gassy drinks anymore. I like cats.

Credits I want to delete sia Layout: hasta mañana Inspiration: balloon.s Fonts: toomunch Icons: defying affection Lyrics: Funny Little World Others: colour codes

what happened has happened & is here December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 July 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012

Life has been as sucky as shit and I think this is going to continue for a bit. With my constant lack of energy and everything just going in a different direction, I'm in crumbles. Listening to my LoZ soundtrack. Time is running out and soon I will be the lonely girl I was and probably, actually, will always be. I sometimes find it such a pleasure that I do not need to please anyone else. It is rather tiring. Recently in fact, I've been trying my best to not slip as a sister. But of course and as usual, I get the scolded from an overly concerned sister. Sometimes I cant decide whether they're concerned about me or themselves though. Sometimes I feel like I put in so much of an effort and it bounces back on me time and again that all I want to do is cry. All I ever knew how to do anyway. Sometimes I wish I had a friend who knew me better than myself. I don't think that will ever happen. I'm as lonely as lonely can get. And its going downhill.